Endless grief

Be eaten into by grief.

When hard things happen, other things become troublesome. You want to lie down, to be alone, and don't want to think about anything. So slowly, you are eaten into by grief.

 

Some say, 'feel free to grieve as you want'. But until when?

Pain, deficiency, break up, hurt... Maybe they can never be erased like tattoos in our hearts. They don't disappear easily, so you don't have to be too tied up. I'm not saying don't be sad. Try other things you can do as much as you can. It's better to keep your body busy. Try to reduce the amount of time you spend feeling sad through such a process. 

 

And once in a while, the forgotten sorrow comes. Then, don't avoid it and welcome it in your way. It doesn't matter what way you have. Cry, space out, eat delicious food, chat with your friends, etc... Instead, don't allow too much time. Just share your time as if you're spending time with a casual neighbor and start other things when the neighbor is gone. You will find out when you are in unlimited grief. There's no benefit, and at the end of that sadness, you only have a heavy, lifeless body.

 

Written by Laura