A sense of helplessness

 Have you ever experienced a sense of helplessness?

Your whole body is stiff as if paralyzed, and the head is panicked as if it has stopped thinking about anything. You cannot even cry. It seems to fall from a cliff where there is no end in sight. 

 

The phrase "disappointing" is too light to contain the meaning of the power of helplessness.

The only thing you could do is find God whom you have never seen and heard a voice.
You knelt down with your head tight, you rubbed your hands and begged in your inner voice. You dare to swear the future. In the end, you cry like a scared four-year-old child.

What's scarier than the sense of helplessness is the regret that it has spent so casually the countless hours it could have improved a little before it came. The regret constantly pricks the heart of a helpless person. So I try to look around more carefully. If there is a better way or prevention, I try not to delay it. That's for less regret in my life.

 

Written by Laura