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Trauma

La Laura 2020. 3. 26. 09:17

 Pounding surf, blazing firewood, blowing hair in the wind...

 

What did you feel first?

 

Did you feel comfortable first?
Did you feel happy?
There must be others who feel different.
Anxiety, fear, pain...
For those who have a strong trauma from the above things, it's different.

I like the wind. The presence of the wind that makes me forget the summer heat is very welcome. Of course, it is hard in the cold winter, but it doesn't matter much.

 


I saw an interview one day. The little girl said she is afraid of the wind. The forest fire was so big that the whole village, including her house, was burned down for a long time. 
"I am scared when the wind blows because I remember the burning smell and the fire scene", she said.
It was the first time I knew that the existence I loved could be the other way around. Even if it is nature, not human.
After that day I always try to remind me that what I like could be fearful things for others.

 

Written by Laura

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